well apparently i have artist block now even though it went away about a day ago and now it came back.I have such an awesome idea in mind and i cant even draw on the tablet to continue working ><.im telling you its like a virus!
well anyways im working on a series(tell me when i dont ever work on something new?)and the inspiration came from games and books ive been reading and playing.im sure most people know about tom clancy's HAWX but what about Super Air Diver?the super air diver series was like ace combat of its day and most people either dont remember it or never played it.i know i have played both of them and my god its a experience to remember!the gameplay was top of the line and the music was incredible!to this day i still play them.if you ever seen the image i drew just recently titled "free flying" then you would have a grasp of what it is.sadly the companies who made these games no longer exist even if they did they dont make games anymore and they are doing something else.me for one want to revive them!im working on concept art,animation,story,etc.sadly i cannto post the animations here on dA.reasons are.
1.they dont allow copy written music.
2.the animation would be stuck on a loop.
3.the animation would be too big for dA to handle it!

so my remaining options are.
1.newgrounds.
2.youtube.
3.facebook.
4.make my own website!

for now its only in stage development so i have no idea when ill be done but i am working on the music and its almost done!
ill post more concept art and wallpaper images later on.but for now ill just do sketches or short animation.and im working on animation short preview but i can post it on facebook not on dA.

for now im off to continue working!

Im entirely thinking too much about things right now that im starting to run out of ideas.there are so many things i want to draw but i cant seem to bring myself to do it.i need inspiration but that alone is not enough.for instance i want to continue the christmas special but i have to cancel it completely since im the only one doing it.too many things are bothering me right now and that impairs my art until i get things resolved.I dont know whether to go to Europe or stay in the U.S.
college for me is going to be a tough one since ill be doing it online and there is no other way around it.I live in a miserable place were everything has to be cars or job marketing types of college and that is something im not interested.also im surrounded by military bases and what not on were i live and each and everyone of them are begging me to join.there is no way in hell ill join!because of 2 reasons!
1.my vision sucks.
2.my health isnt that great despite how slim and slightly muscular i am!i cannot join any branch that at least what my doctor told me.and also i have a weak heart so i cant do much physical type of activity.ill just have a heart attack and its quite possible too.
despite how much i love the Air Force i still cant join.my vision sucks.

there are things i want to do and people to see around the world but the way things are looking.its going to be out of my reach for sometime until i figure something out.lately i cannot find i job since everybody is trying to hold on to there jobs to dear life.
so my only choice is to go to college but again too many things i dont want to do.Its hard being an artist and its even harder since there is hardly anywhere to go.

I need something to get my mind out of things.
im already stressing as it is.
i probably need someone to talk to.
if not oh well.

well after reading a deviants journal post i wanted to try this out myself.I have to pick 10 songs on my itunes playlist and they have to be random!so here goes! and to people who want to try and listen to the songs let me know and ill send you a link.

1.The darkness-lower east side action mix


2.Chronicles of riddick:Escape from butcher bay-prison break


3.Combat arms-main theme


4.Super Mario Galaxy-Battle for the grand star


5.Gunz the duel-Duel theme 4


6.the Rock-Hummel gets the rockets


7.castlevania Judgment-Bloody tears


8.Evereve-A scornful love


9.apocaliptica-gothic metal

10.Evereve-Dies Irae (grave new world)

I have very good news...I HAVE A TABLET!!!!!!!!!!!
yesh,but people are telling me that installing it is the most hardest thing there is...that is the most biggest lie there is!all i did is plug-in the tablet and put in the installation CD and that was it!it works beautifully!so now i want to take request for me to practice drawing because i find drawing on a tablet a bit difficult since im used to draw on a sketch book.so please help a fellow deviant out here!
oh,and the tablet i have is a Bamboo tablet.

so tell me how was everybody's christmas?
and im extending the christmas special all the way till january 2nd because it was difficult to draw on the mouse and there are so many pictures still haven't been finished because constant cramps i had on my palm and arm!

and i know i said it before im doing request but thats a christmas gift to all of you.so what are you waiting for? tell me what you want!!

merry christmas to all,oh crap.i ran over your bike!

EDIT:you Dead Watchers are officially DEAD!!!!!!!!!
good bye and have a nice day X3
and im extending the christmas special until 30 of December


im going to get rid of people unless you comment on this journal!
ill give you a total of 3 days!
for the people who do watch and comment relax,comment here if you want to say something funny!
for the people who dont comment! leave a comment to make sure your actually here.